I can’t waste my breath on recurring themes in my life hoping for a different outcome.
My words fall on death ears…..first it is polite favors, turns to negotiations, then a debate to a full blown disagreement…. Anger and frustration rises.
Certain ways of people will never change. I can scream through the roof….but it is transparent.
That favor of being more accommodating, taking initiative, understanding my needs, my children…… you will never fully comprehend.
The transparency is apparent from the last time my request ended with the same outcome.
Yet you wonder why I was in search for a way out. Why I could not deal with your lack of regard of “ME” or “US” or “THEM”.
Vain, selfish ways do not deserve unconditional love. And as you see it dissipated….you stand alone.
I stand alone, with a weight off my shoulder. There are challenges and unknowns….but a gain of a full appreciation of ME!